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Thursday, June 2, 2022

I Dreamed of You Again Last Night

 


Date Written: May 16, 2022


Why? 

This is the question

I first thought

when I woke

in the middle of the night

after dreaming of you…again. 

The last time I dreamed of you

was last 2020 (based on what I remember). 


It’s been awhile since

we last talked to each other. 

This is what I dreamed about last night. 

Our communications were open once again. 

And it was as if the past feelings

were there once again.


And it felt guilty. 


Maybe subconsciously,

I was comparing you

to my male best friend

that’s why I have dreamt of you. 


I also thought of

my other male friends yesterday. 

Though there were only a few,

I’m grateful for having them.

Then I thought of you

if it would be nice to have you

back as a friend again.

But I also thought

that I was able to live my life

without you even for just as a friend. 

Maybe that thought

triggered my mind

to dream of you last night.


Wherever you are right now

or whatever you do,

I wish you well always. 

May you find happiness

in everything you do and you choose. 


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