11:11 No More

  
Written by: CieloAmethyst 
(Ang sabaw na blog post.
Time check: 1:46 a.m.) 


You were my 11:11 before. You were all I ever wished for. But time flies as everything changes including you. 
Our happy yesterdays turned out into gloomy and empty days now. 
You are now gone. You are now living outside my life, living happily with someone else. 

Fuck shit.


I thought you were already "The One", but maybe I was wrong. 
I thought you were the one I prayed for, but maybe it was just a false hope after all. 

From the past, every time my clock ticks to 11:11 and I've got to catch it, I always make a wish. And it was none other than you. 
I close my eyes as I simply whisper, "Please let him be the one." That's what I always wished for. 
But then now, you are my 11:11 no more...

I then stopped for hoping, for wishing and even for searching. 
And just started to trust Him that everything will just fall into its proper place. That someone best will just come along. 

I knew that I fell hard but I also know that I could stand up again. 
This time being wiser is a necessity and will never do the same mistake all over again.

As 11:11 reached my clock and I was able to catch it, I just stared at it until it changed to 11:12. 
Nothing is permanent, nothing lasts forever. 
I stopped wishing as I stopped myself from loving a shit like you. 

Still, true love waits and that's not me and you.



(Ang sabaw di ba? Mema lang talaga.)